I (f19) feel stuck and idk how to get my life going

2021.12.02 16:54 Runningranian I (f19) feel stuck and idk how to get my life going

So I graduated from HS a few months ago, and am doing a gap year where I have been working full time at this restaurant, often full days till 10pm. My coworkers are nice and it’s fine but very stressful. I guess I’m mostly there because I need the money and wouldn’t know what else to do with my life.
I’m currently in Iran visiting family and have been for the past month. Going back to the same old routine in a few weeks, and I’m afraid it’s going to hit me very hard and make me very depressed again.
I also am not quite sure about my living situation since I was thrown out after issues with my dad. Him and I are fine now but I will be living with a close friend of the family. It’s okay I guess but mostly because I don’t have much other choice.
My mum and I have a lot of issues so we only talk occasionally and whenever we do it never ends well. She has a massive problem with me staying with the family friend but also can not provide a home for me herself rn. That is causing tension but on the other hand I can’t base my important life decisions on her feelings. So I try to keep my distance from her but then she gets upset and wants me to talk to her, says a bunch of shit and the cycle starts over again. It’s very exhausting but I also feel sorry for her because she has no one and is struggling, a lot. I do love and hate her at the same time (sounds awful I know), and also feel really sorry for her. I just want the best for her but it’s difficult.
I’ve been told I should see a therapist but can’t get myself to find one. I have absolutely no idea what I want to study and my grades are pretty average so it’s very limited too. I don’t have any hobbies really, paint or read sometimes but it’s hard to make time with work. I’d like to try out karate but am afraid it won’t become a habit. I feel like I’m lacking discipline but can’t seem to do anything about it.
I do have some good friends but a lot of them are abroad or busy with their lives so I don’t see them much. Since graduating I’ve lost a lot of the friends I’d hang out with regularly and it’s gotten pretty lonely at times. I’d like to meet new people but have no idea where I would find them.
Basically can’t stand my life and feel like it’s stopping at the age of 19. Might sound ridiculous but feeling like I might be having a slight crisis. This has been going on for a while. Nothing in my life is optimal and both family wise, financially and emotionally/physically everything is just not great. Barely getting by.
Desperately need help because I’m sick of life being like this.
How on earth do people get their lives together? I feel so stuck. I don’t know if it is due to lack of motivation, lack of discipline or what, but I feel like I’m never gonna get anywhere or do anything and on top of that I get really depressed at times. Plus, COVID and winter doesn’t really help.
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Cavs are 12-10(12-6 with mobley). Mobley just got Rookie of the month. Garland and Allen are playing like borderline all stars. Cavs have the best Defense in the eastern conference.
A taste of what /nba was saying about [Mobley and Allen](https://www.reddit.com/nba/comments/q2tjkh/how_long_into_the_season_will_it_take_cleveland/) coexisting.
Our impending [tank job](https://www.reddit.com/nba/comments/qcdgsk/dammarrell_tonights_starting_five_for_the_cavs/)
and just the fact that 3 7 footers will never work [together](https://www.reddit.com/nba/comments/qccopy/dammarell_the_cleveland_cavaliers_seem_to_be_keen/)
Me overreacting to a good month? Possibly. Me capitalizing on an opportunity to make /nba eat some crow? Absolutely.
"koby and JB will be fired soon."
"whoever is matched up with lauri will be an automatic bucket"
"they arent trying to win."
"Mobley cant excel at the 4"
"they are at a significant talent disadvantage to the rest of the nba"
"i cant fathom how any coach would think its a good idea to play lauri at the 3"
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Thanks
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